Shhhhhhhhhhhh, let me love youu
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Psychopath: Nope, but my thoughts sometimes scare me.
No feelings: As much as I would like to say I don’t have feelings, I do. I just very rarely show them and generally have an apathetic persona. I feel a lot and generally let music do the talking for me.
Atheist: Surprisingly no, I do believe in God. Though I am very sceptical at times…
Not romantic: It’s hard to be romantic, I try whenever I can. In honesty I am romantic, I’m just old fashioned. The term “hopeless romantic” comes into thought.
Arrogant: Hell yeah, no doubt about that. Not my best quality and I try not to do it often but I certainly am.
Brutal and direct: Without a doubt, I value honesty and truth over everything. If you are going to bullshit something and sugarcoat it, then you are wasting my time. Many friendships in the past have ended because of this
Can’t accept opinions: I will accept them if they are backed up by logic, reasoning, and make a valid point. If purely emotional based, I generally will not accept it.
Manipulate people all the time: I have to some degree but not as much as I used to. I haven’t done so in the longest time.
Robots in reality: I’ve come off as cold and calculating to many people but that’s about it. I’m generally better with friends as opposed to people I don’t know.
Antisocial: Very much so, I actively avoid people I don’t know and sometimes people I do know. I am comfortable alone and with my thoughts. However, I do need some companionship every now and then. Plus I am as shy as can be.
Can’t say “I love you”: This is extremely hard for me. I’ve had people and family tell me this a lot and it is perhaps one of the hardest things for me to say it back. I do feel it, no doubt about it, just hard to put it into words.
Want to be alone 24/7: I love my solitude when I need it, but I enjoy a lot hanging out with close friends every now and then, in moderation.
Can’t smile: I’ve had far too many people to tell me to smile in the past. Now a days, not much as changed too much lol. Though I actively try to do so more often. I love to laugh and smile when with family and friends
Don’t/can’t care about others: I care for people I know and care about and have a general concern for others. Only a few people I generally do not give a damn about.
Megalomaniacs by their very nature: Nope.
Don’t cry: Extremely rare. I can’t remember the last time I really cried. Just not in my nature to do so.
Cannot/will not fight: I choose not to fight. It’s not that I cannot fight, I just find it to be a waste of energy and time to fight. Debating on the other hand is fine, that is a constructive argument.
Like conflict: I’ll try to avoid it as much as possible but if something needs to be done, then I will do it. Conflict is unnecessary stress on anyone’s life.
Self-centered: Sometimes, but not too much. I generally put other people’s need in-front of mine when it comes to family and friends.
No regret/remorse: I generally do not regret anything BUT their are quite a few things I wish I could have done differently…
Appear to be on drugs: I’ve been told this a lot but it is only because I am spaced out and thinking too much due to being unresponsive.
Easily bored if not inspired: All the damn time…
Oh God… It’s Nina Tucker from Fullmetal Alchemist after she was turned into a Chimera…
Been sick with the flu for the past 6 days and frankly still sick. Hopefully I’ll be well enough tomorrow to finally get back in a regular routine and finally finish all my work >.>
The Funeral of Hearts
Okay I am done with my Sweeney Todd barrage now.
It’s man devouring man, my dear, and who are we to deny it in here?
Rest now, my friend. Rest now, forever.
Perfect movie to watch when you’re alone on Valentines Day
Happy Valentine’s Day! Here are some Alice Valentines! Images from EA/Spicy Horse and the old tumblr user RiseRose (they seem to have vanished under all their names, sadly).